I was trying to participate in a race, but it was for dogs... so I panted myself white to try and participate, but I got wet and this mad hatter character came up to me and took me into his office and started talking to me and gave me what seemed to be some sort of adoption papers (though I didn't realize that's what they were) he then broke into some sort of song and the number looked like some sort of Psychedelic trip, with shaps merging and figures converging into other shapes and people. During this he tried to give me some sort of cookie, glowing orange, promising relief and belonging. And then I went on reddit to post some weird handwriting I found in his journal, which than said that "I can't get these rockies to vibrate, I'm gonna have to try harder than I thought." And then I woke up (also, our last name was "rockie" in the dream, for some reason)
Your dream is rich in imagery and symbolism, and it appears to reflect various aspects of your psyche and personal experiences. Here’s a breakdown of the key elements:
Participating in a Dog Race: This could symbolize a desire to fit in or compete within social norms or environments that feel foreign or challenging to you. The fact that it’s a race for dogs might represent feeling out of place or emphasized differences from others in your environment.
Panting Yourself White: This act of altering your appearance suggests a desire to conform or be accepted in a situation, possibly reflecting feelings of insecurity about how you are perceived. White often symbolizes purity or a fresh start, but in this context, it may also imply a kind of superficial change rather than an authentic transformation.
The Mad Hatter Character: This figure might represent a part of yourself that is whimsical or eccentric, possibly pointing to a need for creative expression or to embrace your individuality. The Hatter, known for his nonsensical behavior, could also symbolize confusion or chaos in your life, particularly related to your quest for acceptance.
Adoption Papers: These documents signify a search for belonging or acceptance. They indicate a desire to be part of a community or family, but they could also suggest feelings of abandonment or longing for connection.
Psychedelic Song and Shapes: This vibrant imagery points to an altered state of consciousness or an exploration of your psyche. The merging and convergence of shapes may symbolize the integration of different aspects of your identity, or perhaps the chaotic nature of your thoughts and feelings.
Cookie Promise of Relief: The glowing orange cookie could represent temptations or quick fixes that promise comfort or belonging but may not provide real sustenance. It might be a metaphor for escapism or indulgence in seeking relief from pressures or feelings of inadequacy.
Reddit and the Journal Handwriting: This part of your dream could signify a need to share your experiences and findings with others, perhaps to validate your feelings or seek understanding. The phrase about "getting the rockies to vibrate" might reflect frustrations or the challenge of making things align in your life, indicating a desire for harmony or expression of your true self.
Last Name "Rockie": Names often carry significant meanings in dreams and can be tied to identity. “Rockie” could symbolize resilience, strength, or a sense of being "rocked" by recent events or feelings of instability.
Overall, your dream seems to encapsulate themes of identity, belonging, creativity, and the struggles with societal expectations. It may be urging you to embrace your unique qualities, find strength in your individuality, and recognize the importance of genuine connections over superficial acceptance. Consider reflecting on your current life situation to see how these themes resonate.